have you ever felt that all way is close when you tried to walk?

I try to do anything by myself,
I went to airport and I said I'm waiting for my packet.But, I knew that the packet will be received by me tommorow 2.00 pm, I'm so embarased to my supervisor and friend and my mind blank, I don't know what should I do...
I went to Tanah Abang, and I was wait to my packet that had been brought by unknown one.
I went to bandung at 2.30 pm and arrived at 18.00 pm...
I'm hopeless and I stayed in front of itb from those night until the morning...
everyway close...
everything isn't in my side...

but...

thanks GOD...

it's complicated

oh...God...
maybe what I fell now are the same with all people that want to take learning in university in them first time of anytihing 'bout university....

I've my own way, but i tryin to follow another ways...

they said i'm not stay the same as i told before, really i wanna try to be someone who is in my self now, I wanna be something for everyone, the thing that can make people happy, i don't care what the people says, because I wanna be anything for them without they know whta i wanna be,
once again, i just wanna be something for everyone...


GOD help me...