１０月２５日

10月３日から、今まで　東京にいたら、この文法は一番の文法です。

私はまだ考えています。私は今東京に住んでいます。　私の言葉はまだよくにならないんだけど、

私はまじめに勉強しなければなりません。

ですけど、

神さまは私に一人をいってはいけません。。。

I'm walking

thanks God for this day!
I walked but not alone, I cried but not foul,
I wished and stayed the same, I wonder but not losted the mind,
I try to be the best with become a servant

day story :

I woke up at 6 o'clock but it's not true wake up, aproximaly at 8 o'clock I woke up
and I got my self late.
I pray and walk to study place 'not by taxi' but by foot.
I studied like usuall but
everything feels like someone said "Well done Andre"

I was go home but before I arrived, I am take a moment to visited my friends.
It would be unforgotable memory...

I arrived at home when the rain fall...

but I belive God never let me alone...
He always here... with me...

and this day will be okay...

Through the tender mercy of our God,
from which the Dayspring on high has visited us;
(Luke 1 : 78 )

Muzukashii desu ne,,,

Today I have big deal and the only one of way to catch my dream.
I wake up at 5.00 o'clock and prepare my self, follow the TPA and Prediction of TOEFL.
I tried to do the best...

but the fact I can't manage my days...

thank's God for this day...
for this trust...
for this ability...
for don't forget me...
fo my Headmaster...
for my friends...
for my mind...

I tried simple smile to make other believe that I'm okay...
but this is me and my self,

just both of me know what really I am...

Atsui desune...

I spend my weekend to visit prj. I don't know what happen today but, I'm happy...

Thank You GOd...

You take me back to Your Way, It's been a long time...
i walked away...

Haleluya!
You won it all for me...

thanks GOD.

have you ever felt that all way is close when you tried to walk?

I try to do anything by myself,
I went to airport and I said I'm waiting for my packet.But, I knew that the packet will be received by me tommorow 2.00 pm, I'm so embarased to my supervisor and friend and my mind blank, I don't know what should I do...
I went to Tanah Abang, and I was wait to my packet that had been brought by unknown one.
I went to bandung at 2.30 pm and arrived at 18.00 pm...
I'm hopeless and I stayed in front of itb from those night until the morning...
everyway close...
everything isn't in my side...

but...

thanks GOD...

it's complicated

oh...God...
maybe what I fell now are the same with all people that want to take learning in university in them first time of anytihing 'bout university....

I've my own way, but i tryin to follow another ways...

they said i'm not stay the same as i told before, really i wanna try to be someone who is in my self now, I wanna be something for everyone, the thing that can make people happy, i don't care what the people says, because I wanna be anything for them without they know whta i wanna be,
once again, i just wanna be something for everyone...


GOD help me...

Easter...

Every one celebrate the day when Our God taken our life from the debtfull to a free man,
but I,
I always taste the sin,
I taste sad,
and it make me hurt when i'll try to come to God!

Can I get closer to Him?

But The Hopes that God gave to us, God know our life and He said that we are His child,
coz'
There's no more love is bigger than the love that God give to us...

hoya...

the Last Nation Examination has come...
i must study hard...

The fear of the Lord is the start of knowledge: but the foolish have no use for wisdom and teaching. (Psalm 1 : 7)

and i believe... i can fight the Last Nation Examination coz' my God is near...

Kita terkadang meminta Tuhan menunjukan jalan tapi, trkadang kita tdk mendengar suara Tuhan bahwa Ia selalu membuka jalannya dan s'lalu meminta kita untuk masuk ke dalam jalaNya,
Dimana dirimu saat Tuhan menanggil?

i Praise God.
He show me my cross way. i just set my cross, say lies to my self, and follow Him.
Exodus 20 : 1 - 17, said that i must love God, love peoples,
and the big selfgiven to him is say im not my self...
now i wanna life for God...

i wanna say to you, Our God is always waiting for Us...

i'm on Jakarta now...

leave my girlfriends, my family, my friends...

but i never wanna stop, never wanna cease to praising God,
cease to worship God...